well let me introduced my self my name is Thomas bishop and i am a high school junior i plat trombone and i have ADHD. well it not that it a problem it that i becoming a problem. i just an ordinary 16 year old with divorced parents but my i don’t know if it my adhd or something else but now for a… i think a year that i have been feeling a little lost. but i’m also a devoted Christian but that doesn’t stop my doubt from happening. not only do i feel alone but i trust no one at all except for like 5 people and that it. and i am starting to believe that no one cares. and that i’m the biggest disappointment. but my love life is bad. let me put it this way there is now a wall surrounding my heart so that it doesn’t break.i gotten to a point my school i have become slowly become an outcast (also one of my favorite series by john Flanagan)
the thing is…well… you know how i told you how i feel alone that the biggest problems i have been having it like when i want to be alone i what a friend but when i want a friend i’m all alone.
my anger is a problem is as the same as mark twain said " everyone is a moon and has a dark side which he never shows to anybody"
so i need some advice to help me thank you and remember tomorrow is another day